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Friday, February 17, 2012

" I'm tired, with Everything."

Lately, I feel like it doesn't matter what other people think about me. The only thing that matters is that am happy with who I am. Because for me, if you did not see it with your own eyes or hear it with your own ears, don't invent it with your small mind and share it with your big mouth. It is a big NO! NO! Please, don't judge me unless you have looked through my eyes, experienced what i have and cried as many tears as me. Until then, back off, cause you have no idea. Hurmmm, everything right now is so... overwhelmed, chaos and suffocating. Nowadays, smiling isn't the easiest thing to do. I need my own space. Far far away from everyone else. Or at least, a few days break from all of this.

I wish I am at home in my own room, my own space where I could cry my heart out loud without letting anyone knows how I feel right now. Don't try to fix me cause i'm not broken. Okeyh! :)  And one more things, please do respect the emotions in someone's heart, rather than the expression on someone's face. Because the expression is just the formality, but the emotions beyond it are the reality. Get it? 

I really hate how sometimes words can never come close to describe how I feel right at this moment. I admit that is easy to forget things I want to remember but it ain't easy to forget things that I don't want to remember because sometimes my heart and my brain are keep on reminding me things that i don't want to hear. As we know, everyone comes into our life for reasons; some good, some bad. They shape, form and break us. But in the end, they make us who we are. :D  Hurm..it's good actually to just let all the memories go. Forget what other people think. This is my life after all and i'm happy. Serious. :D

P/s :*Hey, the memories are so hard to let go!! Huh, well done is better than well said! Teheeeee. :D

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